The becoming of a Mistress

Punishment and an introduction to CBT

pleasingmisspixie:

Hey all! It has certainly been a while since I’ve made a personal post.. the past month or so has been a bit of a slump.. Thanks for bearing with us during this period of infrequent reblogs!

Last night Miss Pixie asked me to write a post about our activities the night before; I was finding it very difficult to get the words out and onto here, having not written anything it quite some time now. I shelved the task in the ‘too hard to complete tonight, stupid brain’ box without having consulted with Miss Pixie to ask permission for an extension and explaining the reasons why. This earnt me a very painful punishment.. it appears I’ve become very sensitive to pain again, after having not received any punishments in physical form for quite some time.

When we went to bed, Miss Pixie told me to assume the presenting position (face down on my hands and knees, ass high in the air, back arched down with my face close to the bed) and wait for her. Miss Pixie returned shortly after with a water spray bottle and picked her riding from from our toy/tool rack. The first few thwacks had me reeling in pain; I had forgotten the searing sting that the crop brings with it. Miss Pixie continued, hitting me at least 10-15 times. I was in complete agony, I have become soft and my pain tolerance is way lower.

Miss P then switched to the paddle, giving me a couple smacks before grabbing the spray bottle. She sprayed me all over my ass and bits, making sure that I was very wet. It was absolutely humiliating. Having water sprayed at you like a misbehaving pet it one thing, but all over my ass was even worse.

I guess the best way to describe our play the night before last was a bit of introductory CBT. Miss Pixie has recently began taking pleasure and amusement in slapping and grabbing my balls firmly. We were laying in bed and Miss P did her little slap of my nuts, causing me to groan and contort a little. I asked Miss Pixie to abuse them, to pull, grab and hit them.

It’s strange how they can be incredibly sensitive to pain normally, and can be crippling when hit, but for that sensitivity to become a good thing, with the line between pleasure and pain being almost completely wiped away when I’m fully aroused. The aches and throbs that would usually be intense pain instead fuelling things further.

I’ve lost a lot of steam as I’ve written this >.